Black Mirror

I'm staring in the mirror let me paint that picture
With this music take the pen and then I write my scripture
Didn't like what's staring back so I whipped up a mixture
Of new me and new dreams now the old me is my victim
I lost friend's I never found them they must of went missing
It's for the best I found myself in the process not dissing
I got told that getting older was hard didn't listen
Fuck
I should of listened reminiscing on some old days
It's truly scary how this shit changed
Went from playing toy's and kid's games to wanting chain's and flick blade's
People turned on me and switched way's
Got stabbed in the back slick ways they switch up like they're switch blade's
Used to watch Lightning McQueen to robbed car's in a police chase, be careful who you trust on a big scale
You could turn your back and get hit with a bat man so I got to stay sharp like I'm Bruce Wayne

I grew up too fast for this world
Because I didn't have a choice
Clock's tick too quick never taking my eye's off the time
Time's change and I'm looking back never
Reflect on the past it's no better
Got me scared for the future
Black Mirror

I miss the day's when I just felt no pressure
I miss the day's of innocence that shit is lost forever
Now I'm trying to get my shit together
Park swings to mood swings and we're sliding whenever
Look
I still remember my uncle introduced me to rap
Instantly loved it started writing and never looked back
He thought me life and thought me how to live life as a man
He was my hero just without a big cape and a mask
I'll never forget that day that he left
I seen the casket close on him and I lost all my breath
I turned cold
And shit I haven't been the same since
I haven't been the same since
I'm sick of funeral's I'm sick of thinking of death
I miss my youth and how we played in the grass
Now there's bro's smoking grass just to let time descend

I grew up too fast for this world
Because I didn't have a choice
Clock's tick too quick never taking my eye's off the time
Time's change and I'm looking back never
Reflect on the past it's no better
Got me scared for the future
Black Mirror