Westside Lullaby

I'm terrified I need you
I'm terrified I didn't do all that I could to keep you
I'm terrified that you moved on
But I still need you
I'm terrified it's gonna be another cold winter
I'm terrified that it ain't me but someone's with you
Anxiety be bitching
It makes me light up the swishers
I need me a remedy
Maybe I need religion
I'm tryna be the best that I can be and that's my mission
And no matter how hard I try I keep missing
Yea i'm telling you I miss you
But I ain't gon be around anymore
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore
Yea
Yea
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore
I don't wanna dream about you anymore
I don't wanna take life for granted anymore
I don't wanna curse his name anymore
I don't wanna go insane anymore
I don't wanna keep on knocking at your door
I don't wanna keep on sleeping on the floor
I don't wanna keep on missing you no more
Yea i'm tired of the hoe shit
Tired of all the bullshit
I'm terrified that i'm so scared and I just hold shit
I'm terrified that I will never be the one you roll with
I'm terrified like I've been hearing voices in my own head
I'm terrified you got another brother up in your bed
Showing him the things that I done shown you give me no cred
I'm terrified I've been killing myself with all this substance
I'm terrified it's gonna be too late and we'll be both dead
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore
I don't wanna have these thoughts anymore