Wonder Why

Oh oh
I wonder why
I wonder why
I wonder why
I wonder why
I always come back stronger
But I'll never see or call you
I'll applaud you
Zero fans in the stands to haunt you
Pain in my chest
I know you want the best
For the rest of us
I lay out my hand to you (My hand to you)
But never come through
Pet peeves one and two
Bury that shit in the past
Memories like that shouldn't last
I'm proud of myself for forgetting you
Thanksgiving turkey that's jet fuel
Family first except you
Life's abundant in the riches for all
Who love, respect, and move on
In the studio storytelling
Just bullshitting
Half the shit's true
The other half's relaying
First fifty in the bank ya that's what I'm saying
I wonder why
I always come back stronger
But I'll never see or call you
I'll applaud you
Zero fans in the stands to haunt you
Pain in my chest
I know you want the best
For the rest of us
What about the rest of us
Only few friends that I really trust
It'll probably be a few years till I see some of them next
Day by day
But I will never stress
Cause I know they will be there for me
If I ever really need a little thing
Few years is time but now just to think
I will do anything for them and them for me
Another four years of school
Same thing location change
I'm on my way to a bigger place
I wonder why
I always come back stronger
But I'll never see or call you
I'll applaud you
Zero fans in the stands to haunt you
Pain in my chest
I know you want the best
For the rest of us