I'll Be Fine

On some real shit
I had a conversation with my demons last night
They told me to come with them and everything would be okay
I listened
Still stuck here inside my head
Still I steer but crash instead
Feel my fears and my regrets
Spill my tears cause I'm depressed
Contemplating my success
Overthinking bout romance
Shoulders sinking to my chest
All these things I can't confess
Heavy thoughts been on my mind
Well let's save for a better time
Cause you told me to live my life
And you owe me the shit I write
I get lonely and you come vibe
And sex on me the whole damn night
They just know me from shit online
The pics only and drip I buy
And I guess that means something right
That I hate this fucking life
This pain I keep inside
I swear that I'll be fine
Cause girl if I'm just being real
These scars will never heal
I'm lost forever here
My thoughts are getting clear
And I don't want you shedding tears
The shit I told you about my fears
With what I've gone through I'm prepared
Cause getting old seems unlikely dear
Heavy thoughts been on my mind
Well let's save for a better time
Cause you told me to live my life
And you owe me the shit I write
I get lonely and you come vibe
And sex on me the whole damn night
They just know me from shit online
The pics only and drip I buy
And I guess that means something right
That I hate this fucking life
This pain I keep inside
I swear that I'll be fine
Maybe I need medication
Demons calling out like Satan
Fiendish bodies, angry faces
Creep behind me, steady waiting
Darkness follows them with hatred schemes
Stealing common sense and blatancy
All these compliments, I let them breathe
Hoping god forbid, you can't hurt me, yuh
I get lonely and you come vibe
And sex on me the whole damn night
They just know me from shit online
The pics only and drip I buy
And I guess that means something right
That I hate this fucking life
This pain I keep inside
I swear that I'll be fine