End of the Rainbow
Gene Meyer, Jack McBride, Gobinda Senchury
I cut myself
Pretend I’m someone else
Crimson tiger stripes
Up and down my arm
A war-torn rainbow
Disassociating
In the mirror
It finally smiles back
The lonely katana
Steel blade of shame
Slice my heart to ribbons
Bleeding in morse code
Like broken knives
Dancing down my spine
These pills don’t help
Just like everything else
So I wash them down with whiskey
Pray I don’t survive
Put on my church clothes
Lying in the bathtub
The ceiling slowly warps
So hateful to be alive
So fucking hateful to bе alive
Bury me in Czestawova
Or еlse find me in the parking lot
Suffering is my only comfort
Without it I am nothing