This Much (Hate Dept. remix)

I hear your laugh
It kills me
I hear it floating down the stairs
Into my ears
I never thought it would
You were so far
I followed
You never knew how much I used to
Look up to you
I thought you were so good

Leave me here
I never liked you enough
To let you hurt me this much

Look can you see my silence
Look can you see how much I hate you
How I blame you
I don't care what you say
Now that I know the reasons
I only know it doesn't save you
From my anger
You took what I need away