See You In Heaven

Here I come - trouble is my name
Chaos is my father - but I'm not to blame
I am only a human disaster in need of affection

You're the one - you're twice as much insane
I'd be happy if you'd only let me watch over you
I don't need to be touched in the first place

Life - I knew I couldn't cope with
Life - I knew I couldn't deal with
Life
Nothing changes but life's not the same anymore

I will see you in heaven
I am on my own
All alone with a
Heart like concrete

I will see you in heaven
There's no need to cry
But I know that it
Feels like hell inside

I am a failure - at least I'm your man
I promised you nothing - so don't be surprised
When I tell you that all I have planned
Never more than illusions

It'll be like it always has been
You are the one that looks after me when
I have no one to trust or to turn to
In my weirdest nightmares

Figure this: lost in a spider's web
Too weak to handle what happened
And what lies ahead
Life is relentless and I'd rather wish I was dead
Although the world keeps spinning 'round
I fall
I thought I could fly - but I'm back now