Sister-In-Law

I blame myself for this, I blame myself for everything

One thousand and sixteen days and still all doors are locked
I once thought that I was the meat and you were the butcher
But I am both

Cutting myself bare; self inflicted exsanguination
Decorated without order, granting no escape for the thoughts in my mind
Here! Alas, we are "extinction" without our thoughts

Sister-In-Law, I displaced you, I'm the one responsible
As new days come fading through, we're no longer possible

Place the weight on condemned shoulders and watch them divide
It's far too burdensome, after all the resolution to ruin myself is alive

I'm the one responsible, I'm the one responsible

I'm taking onus for the commotion that I bred
For the way that I took it on, I plead "absolution."

You but once were the closest
But any more less than an acquaintance
I do trust you at least reminisce
For he can not forget

I can't repair so I mark myself
Focus as blood floods abrupt like a river
No physician can dress me
I'll expose the weight
It's my misconduct
It's all my fault

I blame myself for this, I blame myself for everything
I blame myself for this and who I am, where I am