Two's A Party

Living life in a fantasy
I can't help myself
When I lose the ground beneath me
And I'm finding nothing underneath
Heavy heart
I just drown myself
In a sea of thoughts that I can't seem to get out of now
Am I stuck in hell
Can I just come up to breathe?
Pressure
Feeling like I might explode
But I know that it's just not healthy
Holding on to what can't grow
Get out get out get out
I Can't get over you
Please just
Stay out Stay out Stay out
I don't have room for you
Think back
I don't wanna believe
That everybody has the same bad intentions for me
But I can't stop myself
From these thoughts expelled
Even though it's just make believe
I don't really care
The faster I get out of here
The quicker I can find myself
And find a way to disappear
To some over the place
Ready to give up the chase
I just can't afford that peace
So here I go again
I'm losing inside my head
I'll understand
When means justify an end