inflorescence

Half a dozen lit matches got shoved into my thigh
And you wonder why I think everything looks good in the light
And when I bleed Aphrodite shows
You say you love me
And act like you don't

Look at you you're still looking for me
I'm with the herons but I'm not hiding
And all those other boys that you talk to
Can't fill the hole in your heart that you made through
I've got you thinly veiled around my neck
With or without you I'm immaculate
And it's the end of the world because I can not forgive
Seein' all these options makes me wanna run and fuckin' dip
And hide away
Cause I'm actually far from it

You want me so bad until you got me
Committed and in danger of the lightning
And I just wanna know why you won't stay
And I just wanna know why you won't stay

Call me when you need someone I won't pick up (Call me when you think you need me)
In vernal sun you missed your chance like
I just wanna know why you won't stay
Oh, I just wanna know why you won't stay