Real Life

This ain't my real life
No this ain't how it's supposed to Be going
And no this ain't every night
I just go up just to deal with the Cold
It's helps with the long flights
But I don't think I want to fly Anymore
I really don't know what I'm doing This for
Yeah
She was a baddie now she's an Addict
She was in love with the in crowd
She was a treasure now she just Tragic
Now she just frail and thin now
All of the cash and all of the trips
All of the pics of all the drip
All of that shit is now in past tense
And she would admit she only Deal with
A dude or even a chick if they had Them seven figures
I'm talking whips and cribs the Jewelry and thangs you had to be That nigga
With all the lean and the pills that Her body could take
She no longer know what is real And what's fake
She's losing her friends and even Her faith
Now she can't feel her face
She used to party on weekends
But now she be geeking
She up everyday now
People keep saying that she Tweaking
They worried that she can OD any Day now
Said she so tired in her very last Tweet
Family so worried been missing a Week
When she high is the only time That she feels free
Before she blacked out she told the EMT that
This ain't my real life
No this ain't how it's supposed to Be going
And no this ain't every night
I just go up just to deal with the Cold
It's helps with the long flights
But I don't think I want to fly Anymore
I really don't know what I'm doing This for
Yeah
Thirteen months later she feeling Elated she fresh out of rehab
All of her friends that were fake Concerned are there to welcome Their girl back
Wasn't too long fore she's back on That shit
Back on the gram and back posting Up pics
Double her cup but now she Pouring up six yeah she good with That mix
She took a whole and a half of a Perc cause she said that she Starting to come down
Even her friends tried to tell her You're moving too fast you need to Slow it down
Said she was bugging and starting To trip
And she needed help and had Started to slip
Paid em' no mind and continued to Sip
Decided to hop in the whip and Just dip
Now she speeding and texting and Flying down Western with tears Up in her eyes
And she texting her parents while Driving so reckless just trying to Apologize
Tears in her eyes make it too hard To see
She's losing control and slammed Into a tree
Rescue and fire tried their best to Revive her
And The last text she sent to her Parents read
This ain't my real life