The Hypocrite Is Me

Once I found my inner truths
Now I'm lost, I cannot act, still bound by the rules
Bury my feelings deep inside
"emotionally impotent", your words turn shard and fall
"incapable of love", as you slash through the air
The biggest risk to be myself

Shine shattered lights into my eyes
I cannot escape, unending lies
My inspiration turns to my disguise