Lump in Your Throat

Thinking bout that night we met
My god you were so perfect you were heaven sent
Thinking bout the time we spent
And how I'd make that fucking pussy dripping wet

Fast forward to that final text
You wish you'd never met me and our love is dead
How I always made you feel like second best
Now I'm stuck with memories and empty threats

You wish you'd never met me I should go away
Forget about the memories and how we'd lay
You wish you'd never met me I'll just go away
Forget about you bitch I cant ignore the pain

Drugs in my nose
Smoke in my lungs
Just to forget about
Who the fuck I was
Love is fucking dead
Or its just a fucking joke
Never fuck with me
I'll be a lump in your throat

I used to see the stars in your fucking eyes
They would look at me and light up like I was a fucking prize
But its no surprise I would take away the light
I would be one to write I love you on my skin tonight

Hold the razor fucking tight
Down my wrists and fly tonight
Down my drink and cry tonight
Sniff a line and fry my mind

So I can lie to myself and pretend that everything's alright
I can lie to myself and tell you that I'm okay

You wish you'd never met me
I'll just go away
I wish I'd never let you take my life away
Forget about the memories and numb the pain