Escape

Have you had a moment when you just want to go die?
Other people good, you wanna leave
I'm not talkin' about a goodbye
Cease to exist, throwin' a fit
Be careful of what you wish
Might just come true, gotta push through
Even if you have no plus two
And this is my story
Please don't tell me you're sorry
My pain never went away
I locked it up, hope it don't escape

I close my eyes and I pray to God
(That he takes all this pain away)
Sometimes I feel like I might get shot
(But with the Lord I know I'll be okay
This is my story (This is my story)
Please don't tell me you're sorry (Please don't tell me you're sorry)
My pain never went away (My pain never went away)
I locked it up, hope it don't escape (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

We might be fam but I feel like an acquaintance
(You call me fake but you never check up on me)
Don't say you love me just to receive my attention
(You had your chance but you fold as normally)

The wrong people gain all recognition
How you diss me when I'm not around?
But then, when I'm near, you don't make a sound
Your genre reads everlastin' fiction
You love me one day, next day, you don't
I notice everything, won't speak upon it
Vanish for life, no wish on my comet
Call me King Blaise, respect to my throne

I aim to be the best at this game, my reign remains at top once again
I don't do this for the fame, rather the remedy to all my pain
Yeah, yeah

I close my eyes and I pray to God (I pray to God)
That he takes all this pain away (Pain away)
Sometimes I feel like I might get shot (Get shot)
But with the Lord I know I'll be okay (Okay)
This is my story (This is my story)
Please don't tell me you're sorry (Please don't tell me you're sorry)
My pain never went away (My pain never went away)
I locked it up, hope it don't escape (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Perseverance tattoo in my spirit, call me limitless
Pain soak in my lyrics, wash with greens, yeah I must admit
Camouflage my heart, but I can't switch sides, I'm not KD
Observant from the start, locked my love, no one takes my key
God won't put you in events that you cannot handle
Either end up being hurt or bury those around me
I have bad addictions so excuse to all my tendency
Ravenous for knowledge, say hello Forbidden Apple

I close my eyes and I pray to God (I pray to God)
That he takes all this pain away (Pain away)
Sometimes I feel like I might get shot (Get shot)
But with the Lord I know I'll be okay (Okay)
This is my story (This is my story)
Please don't tell me you're sorry (Please don't tell me you're sorry)
My pain never went away (My pain never went away)
I locked it up, hope it don't escape (Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Yeah, I locked it up, hope it don't escape