Mine

cll I can keep thinking is why
Did you tell me you loved me
It looks like that was a lie
Your words I believed
Your love pulled the wool over my eyes
My heart is breaking

To this day
I still pray
cnd hope in my mind
That one day you'll again be mine

cll I know is pain
cll I feel is disdain
I try to maintain
But I feel myself slipping away
Because of us of love I am afraid
Nightmares of intercourse my mind is frayed
Terrified of much more but I'm scared to say

To this day
I still pray
cnd hope in my mind
That one day you'll again be mine

My soul is bleeding
I see all the memories
Your decisions I keep questioning
Why I'm the world would you keep the ring
I thought you'd want to forget me
I see your name all over the place coincidentally
Could the pain go away eventually
Or will it continue haunting me
Wakin up along with the morning dew
While also lying next to you
My current life is the same boring kit and kaboodle
I've grown up being religious and I believe in God too
But Goddamn it love I really miss you