Persistence

I'm moving out like a shadow feeling like i was made of plastic
Through anger in my mouth and hate that drives me far away

Surprise: alone and empowered by loathe of stars
Destruction in my hands in this ice storm rising all around

A voice in my head
Dust tears dig deep into my face
Leaving scars so deep and leaving all that once was me behind

Never thought about the flame reflections
Never thought about secret meanings
Never thought about the consequences
Never thought about the hidden truth
Never thought about lies and troubles
Never thought I could survive
Never thought about the consequences
Never thought about surviving pain
Never thought about side-effects
Never thought I could have lived through this

Such pain and confusion
My hands are covering my face
Resentment, regret
Have a look but please don't say a word

Waiting so hopeless for everything to turn back as before
Can't breathe or rembember what once was real and now has gone away