Mundane, USA
[Verse]
I watch another sunset
In another small town
A [?] will
[?]
I'm at a table of ten
But I'm still feeling alone
But I'm out here living the dream
So I guess that I [?]
[Refrain]
Don't wanna think what I'm feeling tonight
Don't wanna feel what I'm thinking tonight
Don't wanna think what I'm drinking tonight
I just wanna live without being myself
[Pre-Chorus]
I just wanna live without being myself
I just wanna live without being myself
[Chorus]
And it feels so mundane
Wish I could feel my pain
But I can't shake the shame
I just wanna live without being myself
And it feels so mundane
Wish I could feel my pain
But I can't shake the shame
I just wanna live without being myself
[Verse]
I feel a glaring stare
On the back of my neck
Growing horror that I don't feel older
I've always felt this way
I always wanted out
'Cos I feel farther from the present, here and now
[Refrain]
Don't wanna think what I'm feeling tonight
Don't wanna feel what I'm thinking tonight
Don't wanna think what I'm drinking tonight
I just wanna live without being myself
[Pre-Chorus]
I just wanna live without being myself
I just wanna live without being myself
[Chorus]
And it feels so mundane
Wish I could feel my pain
But I can't shake the shame
I just wanna live without being myself
And it feels so mundane
Wish I could feel my pain
But I can't shake the shame
I just wanna live without being myself
[Outro]
I just wanna live without being myself
I just wanna live without being myself