A Minute

I just need a minute to find myself if I live long enough
I don't know enough, don't know what's love
I leave me thinking ' Am I enough?'
I would like to trust, forget the lust
Having no regrets a must, I test my guts
But it affects my blood, I feel the crust
Rubbing against my lungs, to breath it's tuff
Don't need a drug, just leave me hung
Head down, feet above with freedom hung
They see me as if I cut myself
Bleed to death, I must rebel
Against my feelings, they come from hell
Just to put me down, I rise with will
I might as well fight with skill
My might propel's from heights, I chill
My eyes refill with guilt, why rebuild
It'll set off the piles of mines she spilled
I just need a minute to find myself if I live long enough
If I die today will I be saved
Fall to rise, it alternates
Will they rest in peace when I'm in my grave
The rest is history of pain
They talking shit while I was there to save
And I know they won't say it in my face
They won't admit that they're two face
I guess I'm a bad influence to Nate but I'll stay
When I was homeless you gave me a place to stay
I wanna rise up and change the game
If there's no motivation you should leave her brain
But this change will make your mind insane
I gochu work with a ride every day
If I'm doing good I want you to do the same
So I won't let nothing separate
Me and you
This is enough to say
I just need a minute to find myself if I live long enough