Finger on the Trigger

Oh Lord, Please forgive me for what I'm about to do
Been runnin' on empty, my options are few
You know that I did the best that I can
But I've done hit rock bottom, and my time is at end.

Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger
Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny
Woman ran off with a friend of mine
Can't keep a job, too fucked up
DHS is bout to take my kids
Trying to get well, keep getting sicker
Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.

You know I never meant to hurt anyone
And I'll face the consequences for everything I done
And Lord sometimes I wonder if you're even there
Cause my burden is backbreaking, it's more than I can bear.

Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger
Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny
Woman ran off with a friend of mine
Can't keep a job... too fucked up
DHS is bout to take my kids
Trying to get well, keep getting sicker
Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.

Sitting in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger

Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger
Crying baby, I'm bout to lose my mind
Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny
Woman ran off with a friend of mine
Can't keep a job, cause I'm too fucked up
DHS is bout to take my kids
Trying to get well, keep getting sicker
Sitting in the parking lot, finger on the trigger.