Medicine

[Chorus]
Begging to the skies
For a medicine to make me feel alive
This that consequence
For my arrogance
The toxic kiss, a temporary fix
In the middle of the night
I will seal my sick desires
Begging for a sign
If only I could have recognized
And spared my lips

[Verse 1]
It’s hard to decide
Where to draw the line
Convinced myself
This is all that’s left
A shadow of innocence
I repent
In the moment I was in her grip
By coincidence we couldn’t let it slip
But we both happened to know that deep down this was fake
We crossed the line
And it was fine
Reassurance was the saving grace
My regrets are mine
I know it’s spent

[Chorus]
I’ve been begging to the skies
For a medicine to make me feel alive
This that consequence
For my arrogance
The toxic kiss, a temporary fix
In the middle of the night
I will seal my sick desires
Begging for a sign
If only I could have recognized
And spared my lips

[Verse 2]
We shared what was promised
To another
I know that you cherished the spotlight
That you got, if but for a moment
“Well, who cares what was sacred?”
You hate it, the way that you were treated
In the past, love was all you had
Now I’ve cheated
Should’ve seen it, how I punished myself for the things that we did

[Chorus]
Now I’m begging to the skies
For a medicine to make me feel alive
This that consequence
For my arrogance
The toxic kiss, a temporary fix
In the middle of the night
I fulfilled my sick desires
Begging for a sign
If only I could have recognized
And spared my lips

Begging to the skies
For a medicine to make me feel alive
This that consequence
For my arrogance
The toxic kiss, a temporary fix
In the middle of the night
I will seal my sick desires
Begging for a sign
If only I could have recognized
And spared my lips