Heart Ain't Empty
Even when the sky is grey it never rain
Even though I'm miles away I feel your pain
I been tryna find the words but can't explain
I don't got the words to say I feel ashamed
Wish I can be there for you in the way you need me
Hope you knowing that my heart ain't empty
Uh, I'm lost in my thoughts again
Tryna connect the dots from my heart to pen
Hard for me to take another loss again
A part of me don't even wanna talk to them
'Cause who knew it'd be you
I never thought
Soon as they told me you know you ripped me apart
You like a brother, my homie, yeah, you my dawg forreal
Got me wishing I could call you still
Just pick up to reminisce
I drop a tear for every call that I missed
We used to sit up at the park and just kick shit
Let me stay over after dark learning kickflips
Just pick up to reminisce
We supposed to link with all the bros and get lit
But Gello even though you gone you'll be missed
Forever in our hearts 'cause your soul still exists
And even when the sky is grey it never rain
Even though I'm miles away I feel your pain
I been tryna find the words but can't explain
I don't got the words to say I feel ashamed
Wish I can be there for you in the way you need me
Hope you knowing that my heart ain't empty
It's heavy when I walk
Stutter when I talk
I can't even think
Cluttered with my thoughts
I can't even sit straight
Movin' at a sick rate
Spendin' I been running through racks in the vault
Loadin' up the cart
Retail therapy
I ain't taking care of me
I'm eating, well barely
Working on my album
How, with no clarity?
The energy a thousand miles away, bury me
I feel for my big sis, she a soldier
Just lost her everything
Them nights feel colder
Gotta hit the road again
Even though she need a shoulder
I feel guilty I didn't hold her
Lost her mom and she kept her composure
To keep going when them walls got closer
A role model in my eyes
Kept the family alive
Holidays got us all comin' over
So even when the sky is grey it never rain
Even though I'm miles away I feel your pain
I been tryna find the words but can't explain
I don't got the words to say I feel ashamed
Wish I can be there for you in the way you need me (need you here right now)
Hope you knowing that my heart ain't empty