Insecurities

Since I was 18 I been having the same dream
What if I said your name up in every song
Would you set down and listen all night long
Please come and save me im drowning in my styrofoam
And Your love like gts your heart would lead me home
I Still be having taughts bout busting my dome
Suicide
That's why ion want even be alone
I hide insecurities under VLONE
I'm so vulnerable so I cover my body up with stones
All I think about is deaf I don't want to be hear
When I die please just celebrate don't cry just cheer
Oh woah oh woah oh woah
Cause ion wanna be here
This money can't help man I'm still sudical
I look up in the mirror and I see my greatest rival
Them niggas they went broke so them dudes not my idol
These pistol and these bullets based off my survival
I can't lie I man wanna end it all
Keep screaming out timber they just wanna see me fall
They hate on me
Intercourse with the pistol finger fuck em all
I did my shit in up the stall so I know I got em piss
They hate up on lil boat and they didn't like me when I was chris
Say my name in a song I won't respond to a diss
No play station I spend to 2k on blitz
Then I get madden and make sure them bitches get hit
Let's go
What if I said your name up in every song
Would you set down and listen all night long
Please come and save me im drowning in this styrofoam
Your love like gts your heart would lead me home
I Still be having taughts bout busting my dome
Suicide
That's why ion want be alone
I hide insecurities under VLONE
I'm so vulnerable so I cover my body up with stones
All I think about is deaf I don't want to be hear
When I die please just celebrate don't cry just cheer
Oh woah oh woah oh woah
Cause ion wanna be here