I'm a Mess

Don't know where I am

It's too bright to make sense

Empty cars, white lines,

It feels like a parking lot.

How many days or weeks

Oh has it been today

Feels like years ago since I saw you anyway

But I do remember the years of making do

No legal tender no

just trying to make it through

And I do remember

the plans we used to make

They're the ones that I hold and all that I take

Far away from the ones

Oh that I love

Far away from you

Something I can't seem to learn to do.

And Oh i'm a mess without you

And Oh i'm barely making do

And oh it shouldn't have to feel this way.

Smile and wave. Just pretend. It didn't have to ever end.

Try to make sense of things when you know it never will.

Try to pretend it's worth all the time we trade.

Like there's a reason but you know it isn't true

Cuz there's no reason no

to be this far away from you.

Far away from the ones

Oh that I love

Far away from you

Something I can't seem to learn to do.

And Oh i'm a mess without you