REDEMPTION

I
Will
Try
To give
My love
And
My hate
'night
Understand there is nothing
Wrong that we both were doing
And I have that same feeling
The burning in my eyes
They
Won't be paid to go away
Shit's gone crazy and I
Can't save us
From us
Nothing about it
I had my reasons
On us, on you, on me, what we have
Maybe
You are not the one
Or I am not the one
It's all in here, to be unveiled
For good for me
It curves and swirls
In my brain to
Reveal the pain
Weeping beneath
Try and hide
The way I feel
'Fore I cry
Cut from my flesh
So then fly
Fly my thoughts
Release me of
The pain that sits here in my head
I wrote an album
That focuses on hate
Hating forcefully
And it took something from me
From my soul
That was holding me
I feel that
I broke back and
Turned it into something positive and useful
It is surprising me every time
How music comes to me
How emotions flow
I am surprised and astonished
But in the end, the feeling never changes
The loneliness
And the solitude
But that's ok
'cuz that's who I am
And that's what I promise
I'd hate to disappoint
But this is not what you expect
This is me
And it will always be me
There is no single thing that's been manipulated
It's all real
What's been happening and is still happening
And I hope that
You will not have to go through such things
And you will not have to feel
The hate that I did