Wanna Move On

I just wanna move on Tired of being controlled by my past
I wish I could forgive me for the damage I did, but I can't
So I write these songs Yeah, it helps, but I know it won't last
Cause the damage is done, there's nowhere I can run
Yeah I'm trapped

Man, I probably should've seen this coming
Pretty much spent my whole life running
Looking for a way to feel okay for just a day but found nothing
How long till I just say fuck it
I don't need this life, I'm done with it
Takes all the energy I've got just to function
Sleeping forever doesn't really sound so bad, does it

I just wanna move on Tired of being controlled by my past
I wish I could forgive me for the damage I did, but I can't
So I write these songs Yeah, it helps, but I know it won't last
Cause the damage is done, there's nowhere I can run
Yeah I'm trapped

Cause if we're being upfront, there's a lot of me that hates me
And the part that doesn't, still hates our life and blames me
All that potential, my life could've been amazing
Instead I'm crying, writing songs in my girlfriend's fucking basement
And I gotta just take it, there's nothing I can do
I try my best to just fake it, can't convince myself it's true
Wanted to make a statement, now I pray to make it through
It's too late for me to save it, but I'll try to help you
Cause I know how it feels to be haunted by your past
All you wanna do is heal, but the trauma holds you back
So you try to make a deal, but the devil starts to laugh
He says, come on let's be real, what am I gonna do with that
And you know that you're broken, so you can't even be mad
Deep down you've always known it, the deck's always been stacked
Can't show no emotion, leaves you open for attack
So you just put your guard up and stand fast

I just wanna move on
I'm tired of being controlled by my past
I wish I could forgive me for the damage I did, but I can't
And so I write these songs
Yeah it helps but I know it won't last

Cause the damage is done, there's nowhere I can run
Yeah, I'm trapped
I just wanna move on
I'm tired of being controlled by my past

I wish I could forgive me for the damage I did, but I can't
And so I write these songs
Yeah it helps but I know it won't last
Cause the damage is done, there's nowhere I can run Yeah, I'm trapped