Marinate

I'm an introvert
Attracted to the extrovert lifestyle
Can I be me
If I changed my mind
And be more worthwhile

I haven't thought off
About someone dying in a long time
Can't tell that I'm trying, I'm trying
Not to [?]

In hideaways
And airplanes
My solitudes allowed

Though quickly fading, Marinating
In my own doubt

Color coordinate my cells
Fornicate, farewell
Marinate it well, marinate it well

Color coordinate my cells
Fornicate, farewell
Marinate it well, marinate it well

Color coordinate my cells
Fornicate, farewell
Marinate it well, marinate it well