Paranoid Enough

I'm isolating, haven't been outside for days
I'm not scared, I'm too afraid to be afraid
I'm starting to lose it or something
But it doesn't matter much
If it's real or if it's something I'm just thinking of

I sanitized it then I washed it all away
I see your mask more than I ever see your face
I'm starting to lose it or something
But it doesn't matter much
If it's real or if it's something I'm just thinking of

I think, I think, I think about it too much
Maybe I'm not paranoid enough

I really thought you were gonna believe me
I really thought you were gonna believe me
Yeah, I did whatever I could
I did whatever I could

It doesn't matter what you're doing to cover your tracks
And no matter how closely you're watching your back
It won't do no good

I'm quarantining my feelings all away
Washing my hands after every time I pray
I'm starting to lose it or something
But it doesn't matter much
If it's real or if it's something I'm just thinking of

The fever's rising, my lungs have always burned
I've been surviving, but it's only getting worse
I'm starting to lose it or something
But it doesn't matter much
If it's real or if it's something I'm just thinking of

I think, I think, I think about it too much
Maybe I'm not paranoid enough

I really thought you were gonna believe me
I really thought you were gonna believe me
Yeah, I did whatever I could
I did whatever I could

It doesn't matter what you're doing to cover your tracks
And no matter how closely you're watching your back
It won't do no good