Air I Breathe

I got nothing to say
About how I can behave
I'm no danger to myself or anyone else
I got no time to waste
You'd think that I'm insane
If I told you what I felt was on my mind
Like an echo to deaf ears
I got no one that can hear
About each of my new fears
That I'm still discovering
I think I'm safe at home
'Til it makes itself known
And the worst part to this is
It's all my fault

But you can help me be happy
'Cause this is the way I think
It's the way I feel
Now come and show me please what is fake and real
It'll lead me to the light
It'll give me answers
It's a way that I can finally end this cancer
It's what I need
It's what I bleed
It's not just another way for me to flee
It's the air I breathe
And it does not deceive
It's my favorite option if I want to be
Myself

It can show you just who you are
It can erase all your scars
It can be just what you need
To be a little bit happy
It shows you comatose
But you're awake and you need your dose
It makes your life worse
But breaks your curse
And it doesn't matter
To me what you say
'Cause I'm gonna do things
In my own way
This is how I cope
And I need my dose
This is how I fight back
When I'm under attack

I can't change this about myself
It's making my life a living hell
I can't say what I need to have
'Cause it's nothing that's real and it's sad

'Cause it's the air I breathe
And it does not deceive