Never There

I grew up with you
I lived my life with you
But the problem with you
Is living life with you
Yeah so your my brother
Yeah we got the same mother
But all the time you could never tell
With you living was like hell
You never respect me
Every day I approached you would never see
In the end who always gets hurt
It's never you, its always me
No one said nothing no one knew not even a little bit
But guess what no more I'm not dealing anymore with that shit
I'm the runt its always me
I'm being picked on 24/7 don't you see
I grew up with you
I lived my life with you
But the problem is
living life with you
I needed someone to look up to
It's what I really need
But I can't count on you with all your fucking greed
I try to run away with all my power all my speed
But it was never enough, I was never freed
Its like I was always attached to a lead
You never did a good deed
You always had that bad greed
A brother is the person that I really need
But you never cared, and you'll never care
After all you were never there
I grew up with you
I lived my life with you
But the problem is
living life with you
All I want is an apology
But to you its nothing its mythology
Who do you think your fooling
Definitely not me
I just wanted a brother don't you see

Eventually I got out of there
I got myself a lot of fresh air
I didn't even miss you to be fair
If I ever want to see you that would be really rare
And when I tell you this you didn't even care
You were never there
You don't even care
Your supposed to be there for me
But you were never there for me
Do you know what all I want
I just want an apology
To you I'm not your brother I'm just some other guy
I just wanted a brother I could grow up with but it never happened
Saying I had a brother was like telling a lie
Your not just a guy
Your my brother that's the truth not a lie
You were never there
Now tell me why?
I bet you anything you would be fine if I would just die
You wouldn't do anything if I started to cry
If I said you acted like a brother that would be a lie
I respected you
Looked up to you
But you never knew
I got no one to blame but you
But to you this was never new
I was always feelings blue
You just make it worse that's what you really do
I can never trust you
You lost all my trust
It just turned into dust
Whatever was left started to rust
Because you were never there
It was never fair
That you never did care
Sometimes you make me so mad I fucking swear
You're supposed to be there
That's one of the essentials
You had a lot of potential
But you didn't make it
Not even a little bit
You were never qualified as a brother
Never did, bet you never will
The way you treated me
It was so motherfucking ill
You got so mad so fast
Like chill
You never gave me a chance
You just gave me that horrible glance
You never did care
It was never fair
That you were never there