I'VE BEEN (feat. Prod. Carter)

I've been thinking about what I appear to be Thinking in my bed and it appears right in front of me
I should only care about opinion to a certain degree Life sucks, too bad to fight, I think you can agree
I've been dropping negative people out of my life Causing my depression, slit my wrist, steak knife Another day, another strike
Feeling better by the second, take my future to a spay wife Let's get back into it, I've been writing non-stop

Just turned 16, spend my days on the blacktop Always trying to be different, earn myself a different backdrop
Always trying to be different, I won't quit until I'm at the top I can't say I know what you've been through, but
I can see that you've been hollowed out like a canoe That would make it hard for anyone to see my point of view
That would make it hard for anyone to chase the life I pursue And it's hard for me too

But over time I knew That you can never catch up and you can barely catch a clue
I think we both know that's true Lately I've been feeling green
I can bring anything and make it the best you've ever seen And yet you hate behind a screen
Constantly talking like you're off the methamphetamine I can't change opinion, only influence

24-7 making shit, now that's continuous I know I'm the bomb, now that's apparent, that's conspicuous
As for the rest of this song, discontinuance As in I'm done saying words
And the song is over, thank you for listening