Do Not Disturb

I put myself on Do Not Disturb
So I didn't wake up to your alerts
'Cause talking too much makes my head hurt
And you need answers I can't give
I hope that you found a new girl
That's all I want for you now
'Cause I know it must have hurt
You thought we'd figure it out
But I desert
When I feel some type of way
Wish I could mean it when I say
I still love you
Like I do
In many ways you never understood
I still want to
Stay beside you
Let me hold you, pretend that it's all good
But I don't
And there's no good at all in saying
Goodbye to the "angel"'s and "baby"'s
I never had no pictures to delete
And I don't see the point in praying
That you're happier lately
'Cause I don't feel no type of way
Wish I could mean it when I say
I still love you
Like I do
In many ways you never understood
I still want to
Stay beside you
Let me hold you, pretend that it's all good
But I don't
I don't