Decompose

[Intro: Buren Andrews]
What is right?
That's not wrong
Should I bother with this song?
Am I made to sing?
Say is it worth if to say if it's wrong
Now out loud
Well what now?
I'm not home and I'm not well
What's the point-
Not well (Well, well)
I'm not well
I'm not well

[Verse 1: Buren Andrews]
Feeling like John Adams
Everywhere at once
In the turn from summer to fall
In the race of 76
I soon forget the clock
And I'm over-satisfied
To think that I will settle
With the work I think I've tried
I listen to that track again
It takes me on a ride
And am I really being rude for savoring what I hide?
Inside this, my hood and my headphones are
Little did you know
Thе way to ration at my age without touching my throat

Bow down to who where would gonе
I have allowed and diagnosed myself
To take those things from off the shelf
Waste my time with frantic doubt
Of things I thought I've felt

[Hook: Buren Andrews & Truett]
What is right?
That's not wrong
Should I bother with this song?
Am I made to sing?
Say is it worth if to say if it's wrong
Now out loud
Well what now?
Yeah
I'm not home and I'm not well
What's the point anyhow?
Bow down to where what guides
Yeah

[Verse 2: Truett]
[?] the rules up again
Never get used to the cold
Never get used to the flame
None of it you'd rather blame shit
I'm just
Kicking my shoes in the rain
Letting it fall on my face, yeah
Tryna make something happen
Hardly no proof of a change
Hardly no use in the pain

And you all so selfish
Rather off high all by myself
Oh the irony in that
[?] pause to think but the entirety is trash
And it all so helpless (Yeah)
All of the pressure
Making diamonds
Running around in my head
Just ain't no sense in not trying
Ain't no end to it, only silence
Nothing but some motherfucking fakes
They all snakes, lames
Only really there for the cake
And they all lie right to your face
With their eyes blank
Grab a hold of the line and I break
Grab a hold of the eye and dilate
And you wonder why I'm never around
How many times do you gotta get fucked over before you realize to keep to yourself?
Yeah

[Verse 3: Buren Andrews & Truett]
I wish it but I fucking stopped (Wish it but I fucking stopped)
For all my sins absolved (For all my sins absolved)
And the only record
Way to say it with your heart
Vacuum-sealed (Vacuum-sealed)
Fall to your faults (Faults)
I hope one day I might learn (Learn)
From these mistakes I've made
Screwing up is awful (Awful)
When the logic starts to fade

[Hook: Buren Andrews]
What is right?
That's not wrong
Should I bother with this song?
Am I made to sing?
Say is it worth if to say if it's wrong
Now out loud
Well what now?
I'm not home and I'm not well
What's the point anyhow?
Bow down to where what guides

[Verse 4: Buren Andrews & Truett]
I
I was just so caught up inside
[?]
When the seasons change
Time slips away
Fucking toxic
[?]
In my back
Inside my shock

[Outro: Buren Andrews & Truett]
Yeah
Never get used to the cold
(Cold, cold, cold)
Just the time when I need the drive
What holds real steps inside
The season changes aren't forgiving
Hindsight would be not
Forgiveness

And you wonder why I'm never around
How many times
Times

Keep to yourself
Yeah