A Whole Life

I'm sure the sun won't shine for me today
And i'm going the wrong way
My life on earth is hell today
And i'm running the wrong way

A whole life to make a brick
A second to break a wall
Wasn't sure i could stand tall
So i decide to fall

I dont want to hear a sound
I just sit down as you move around
I am my own victim
And i choose not to fight
I dont want to hear a sound
I just sit down as you move around
I'm my murderer
I stab myself in the back

I've learned from the past
And i want to forget so fast
In the race for life i'll be the last