Prelude to Heartache
[Verse]
Again, welcome to my documentary, no Jayceon
Ain't doing this for attention, so don't pay me none
Manifest into what I'm meant to be, the sacred one
Cause the rappers you idolize are the fakest ones
That's how you suckers sound, claiming you're the realest
You're shooting off at the mouth, must be blanks, we don't feel it
But Rina, if I'm living without you, I ain't living at all
You always knew if my doubts grew, like I died in September that I'm living to fall
Part of me don't even want blow up quick
All of me is trying hard as possible to not become the people I grew up with
Treat my obstacles like counter tops and I'm about to go stick up ish
Tell me, you ready or what?
You really about what you're rapping or nah?
Don't let us be inspired by what you've been glorifying
Stunt in designer by Europeans on your kind
Jordan’s are the wave, you've just got to sell your souls to buy them
Dear world, my adolescence made me want to jump
But my cousin's innocent tendencies help me feel at home at times
Missed call from Nayzia
Put my feelings in the pine
Feel like I'm never good enough
In the mirror you will find insecurities, no
Lack of confidence, yes
Missed call from Bianca
Awareness blocked by stress
So many people getting shot like it’s pop, pop, pop, pop
Paparazzi on the block, in the wrong place at the wrong time
Got me thinking bout the wrong things in my wrong mind
I'm an Aries, and what that means, I'm my own God
Really, I'm just a prisoner of my own mind
Problem is I really don't mind all these bars, wait
It's like I'm being pinned by Dwayne Johnson
Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Kels listen, if I say it, I meant it, still a couple things to teach you
I just hope that I don't turn into Kendrick and you to Keisha
Still a good kid in a system of control
Surrounded by habits and contradictions that follow me home
You would think I'm from Toronto how I'm so far gone
I ain't perfect, no I won't lie to you
Just hope you're strong
At times I wonder, then I get reminded when I look in your eyes
Hoping that we both survive
Still, tread softly
You better instead watch me and hope I don't head off of this cliff full of rage
Cause I'm staring over that ledge often...