Poison

On this light-deprived day
A golden flask on a silver tray
Liquid's glowing in a hopeful bloom
Promised to save me from this gloom

It fills me from the inside out
And I can't live without the buzz

Feeding on my scars
Growing from my fears
Reopening old wounds

I don't want to lose myself
But yet this potion pulls me together
I don't want to be obsessed
But I know without it I would crumble
I can feel my insides dying
But still they scream for this anesthetic fuel
I know it tears me apart
But it's the only thing to give me comfort

This poison drains me dry
Leaving me to pathetically cry
It washed away my pridе
Now let it wash away your pain

Feeding on my scars
Growing from my fears
Reopеning old wounds

Wash away the pain
Smother all your feelings

Take it, don't leave it. Out of the fucking question

Don't fucking dare to prevent me from taking it in
Don't fucking dare to tell me that it's wrong
This flask's the only thing to bring me comfort

Feeding on my scars
Growing from my fears
Reopening old wounds

Wash away the pain
Smother all your feelings