mommy

My beloved mommy
Would you turn back time
If you could
Just to take me with you
So we could be together

I know you were not crazy
Cause if you were, then I am too
I saw the same things you did
And ended up in hell just like you

If I could turn back time
And hold you in my arms
Maybe one last time
I would've told you

Let's get out
Of this place
It's messing with our heads
You're strong, and you know that

That woman
You used to see
She is not real
She is telling you bad lies

Life can be
A nightmare sometimes
But we can
Get over that again

We're already awake
We don't need to get up
Mommy, I wanted you to
See me grow up but you left us

When I see you standing there
Is that really you
Or is it just my head
Messing with my feelings

Mommy, I
Wish you were here
To hold me
Before I fall down

So, if you
Could turn back time
Would you take me with you
To avoid the hurting

Mommy, I
Love you forever
Miss you here with me
And I would do anything

To go back and stop him
Taking you with me
I wouldn't leave you behind

Mommy, I
Knew you were not okay
And I'm sorry I didn't say
Maybe if I said
You would still be here

Mommy, I
Wish I had seen you grow older
But since I didn't
Just know that I love you