Fuel Heart
Carissa Johnson
Distract me
I'm no longer intact
I've got a fraction of the strength
I need to untie my tongue
I'm trying so hard to love myself
Baby when I do I'll love someone else
I'm smiling, I'm crying
I'm living, I'm dying
I'm happy, I'm sad
One day I'll be something else that
You can't figure out
I'm a wreck, I'm a rock, I'm hurting
I'm only breaking on the surface
What you call a phase
Have been my only days
It's not just a fever I can sweat out
Sure with every pass around the sun
It gets easy, at least easier
Sure with every passing wave
It gets better, I've got a fuel heart
A fuel heart
The air is oceans, so are we
Fear calls but you don't have to pick up
I'm trying so hard to ignore the ring
Baby if we do there's so much to see