Bitch

So many times I heard them say I'm the one
Their words were sweeter than honey, but in the end, I stayed alone 'cuz
So many times the hypocritical backstab
Made my tongue twitch and follow the psychodramatical rap
So many eyes tried to penetrate through me
Tried to elaborate through me. They never apologized
So many lies took me over again and again
Intoxicated me to the highest degree of inner pain

So many lips skied all over my skin
Like they were trying to win me and push themselves in
So many hands slided down to my butt
Pinched my nips, got 'em up, made me deviously hot
So many cocks, stiff and one-eyed and blind
Pushed and pushed into me hard and deep: they tried and they tried
So many cumshots. I was all spattered with jizz
I felt no love but emptiness, all I could feel went like this

I'd like to know it's nothin
But a mistake of my own
Someone make me believe
Someone make me believe in this
I'd like to know it's nothin
But a mistake of my own
Someone make me believe
Someone make me believe cuz I

Just can't trust in men anymore
Let them call me a slut, let them call me a whore
I've wasted my love and got bullshit instead
So now I'm a bitch, 'cuz my heart is dead

So many times I checked my heart for some hope
Climbed outta the window but found nothing on the end of the rope
I breached the skies unleashing every scream
Like a shot, like a single method that explains what I mean
So many eyes... I wonder who'll be the last?
I've gotta feeling, all my future's buried deep in my past
So many lies... and every day there's a new
I can be probably wrong, but I am better than you

Cuz I don't need a single thing in your world
I've got no reasons to lie or even utter a word
Cuz I don't want to be your mistress and God
Your not worth my toes, not worth the fucking sickness I've got
And I don't need your sympathy and respect
I'm tired of trying, and trying, and trying, tryin' to forget
Your every deed and everything that you said
Once more I'm tryin' to find my lost beliefs before I am dead

I'd like to know it's nothin
But a mistake of my own
Someone make me believe
Someone make me believe in this
I'd like to know it's nothin
But a mistake of my own
Someone make me believe
Someone make me believe cuz I

Just can't trust in men anymore
Let them call me a slut, let them call me a whore
I've wasted my love and got bullshit instead
So now I'm a bitch, 'cuz my heart is dead

Dead, dead, dead, dead
I'm tired of trying and trying, tryin' to forget
Tryin' to forget
Tryin' to forget
Tryin' to forget
Tryin' to forget

I'd like to know it's nothin
But a mistake of my own
Someone make me believe
Someone make me believe in this
I'd like to know it's nothin
But a mistake of my own
Someone make me believe
Someone make me believe cuz I

Just can't trust in men anymore
Let them call me a slut, let them call me a whore
I've wasted my love and got bullshit instead
So now I'm a bitch, 'cuz my heart is dead