Artificial Irrelevance

Yes, I want the sun
But I only wanna rise on occasion
Yes, I'm feeling numb
Knowing that they're feelings I created
So maybe we should talk
Really spend the time that we're wasting
Like nails on the chalk
We're broken and disruptive

But I don't see this ending (whoa)
'Cause I'm the one you confide in (confide in)
I've got no doubts or questions
I'm the one you can hold

I'm losing sleep over days left to chance
Breaking bad on plans made in advance

I smile much more than I laugh
I'm working on myself
Will it ever be enough?
In this life
I wanna be helpless, selfish, terrified
Guess it's better than feeling alone (whoa)

So you don't see this ending (whoa)
'Cause you're the one I confide in (confide in, yeah)
I've got no doubts or questions (got no doubts, yeah)
I'm the one you can hold

The perfect time will never take place
Watching, waiting, wanting space
But I'm the one you confide in (confide in)
Mildly open and insecure
Who's got the answers? I'm not so sure
But you're the one I confide in (confide in)