Drown

I can't keep my head above the water
I can tell that I'm about to drown
I can tell my mind is countin down
So if you haven't found it out, I know

I can't let it sink in
Even though I'm drownin in the deep end
Even though I know I got my reasons
I been treadin water to survive, I might stay alive if I know

I can't let it sink in
Even though I'm drownin in the deep end
I can't even drown out what I'm thinkin
I think it's too late for hope
I can tell I don't have it in me to stay afloat

Sink or swim
If you think I got it that's ironic think again
I can't let this fuckin water swallow me again
I'm not on the street but something's wrong with me again
No need for a bottle when that's all I keep it in

I don't need another round again
Why would I sip it when that's what I'm drownin in
Look what they found me in I think I'm

In too deep to be saved
Didn't sleep for three days
In a week I'll meet fate
Incomplete I need faith

Underwater like a baptism, if I act different, then I'm back in it
I gave everything I had swimmin, now my back stiff, and I got bad vision

I can't see the shit in front of me
All I wanted was ya company
I can't bring it to the surface
Knowin that's what I been underneath

I can't keep my head above the water
I can tell that I'm about to drown
I can tell my mind is countin down
So if you haven't found it out, I know

I can't let it sink in
Even though I'm drownin in the deep end
Even though I know I got my reasons
I been treadin water to survive, I might stay alive if I know

I can't let it sink in
Even though I'm drownin in the deep end
I can't even drown out what I'm thinkin
I think it's too late for hope
I can tell I don't have it in me to stay afloat

I'm watered down
Treadin isn't worth it I give up I wanna drown
No one came to help me I been lookin all around
Pushed em all away so now I'm tryna block it it out
Just so I can think I'm not the fuckin problem now

I can't do it by myself
All I do is cry for help
I know you and I can tell that

I'm not calm enough to relax
I'm not strong enough relapse
Or live long enough to keep track
Of all these thoughts I love to bring back, hold up

I can't go outside
I stay to myself, they can tell
I'm supposed to die
I don't take it well

I been drownin in my blood
Cuz I know a blade can help
I don't need you to feel sorry
I need you to save yourself