Just Dont Know

So many ask me whats my side
What I believe even if im gone vote
Well shit i just don't know
So many say that it's my time
If Im gone leave if so where im gone go
Well shit i just dont know
Im just here to enjoy the ride
Though chasing wealth
Its still my mission to grow
Its still my mission to grow
Pushed to the side sold up the river
Me myself as i sit in a boat
On the daily while I'm fishing for hope
Its a mission to cope
Because trust me theres nothing worse
Than a man thats loosing his confidence
Feeling he cant provide
Yall have no idea bout how hard dark it get
Finally feeling a female
But shoulda known from the start that it
Probably wouldnt last
But im leaving my self responsible
Leaving myself confused with nothing els left to do
Im thinking bout scaping town
Dipping off in a high pursuit
But other than down south
Dont know what place i would choose
Cuz i feel that im still in danger
As long as they make the rules
And thats real
These police shooting to kill
They take a life quick if it means that they aint loosing a meal
But this aint new to us still
Day after day we facing death just tryna staying alive
A million things to do on a daily but we still wasting time
So many ask me whats my side
What i believe
Even if m gone vote
Well shit i just dont know
So many say that its my time
If Im gone leave
If so where Im gone go
Well shit i just dont know
Im just here to enjoy the ride
Though chasing wealth
Its still my mission to grow
Its still my mission to grow
Pushed to the side sold up the river
Me myself as i sit in a boat
On the daily while Im fishing for hope
Its a mission to cope
There no avoiding
The only way is to learn the shit
And only the time being the pressure feels like a tourniquet
Across your body tight
So the idea that you have been flirting with
Is a bottles gone solve it
So you go right out and purchase it
Then you take to the studio
Drown yourself in your sorrows
But the worst part about it
Is youll be right back here tomorrow
You stuck
You cannot help it
And for sure i dont blame you
Because that guy you are now
And the kid you were aint the same you
You lost some people very close
That must be painful
And the system set up for us all to rise
Just dont pertain to you
Or me for that matter either
Part of the same crew
Yet kill each other daily
The competition remains true
So many ask me whats my side
What i believe
Even if im gone vote
Well shit i just dont know
So many say that its my time
If Im gone leave
If so where im gone go
Well shit I just don't know
Im just here to enjoy the ride
Though chasing wealth
Its still my mission to grow
Its still my mission to grow
Pushed to the side sold up the river
Me myself as I sit in a boat
On the daily while im fishing for hope
Its a mission to cope