Pain

Yeah yeah
Alright
Yeah yeah yeah
All this fucking pain that I’m carrying
It be so hard just manage it
Some days I can’t even handle it
Hard to stand with it
Feet grow weak from damage and
My heart grows cold from damage and
My mind go blank from damage
And every fucking day I wake up just to face this shit
Damn I hate this shit
I hate the hate
And hate it shows in ways not planned n shit
Why I’m always vanishing
Ducked off in my banishment
My head been imprisonment
Lately feel like ending it
But I can’t end it like a bitch
And that’s just what it is
Got my set so trust in them
If for nothing then for them
Why I’m always plotting big
Cause my life never meant shit
I’m tired of this shit
Just send me to abyss bitch
Pain
I got so much
Pain
So much fucking
Pain
All this fucking
Pain
Yeah yeah
I was 14 when I first found drugs
Around the same age I first found love
It was about the same way when I learned it doesn’t last
And the fix was not enough so it was fucking up trust
Then the next the next year they took away my bro
I had to seen him pass laying in the road
That image had stay that shit will never go
And I loved my little my little bro hometown hero
Was never good for school
I couldn’t follow rules
Was always high they called me fool
I thought it was cool
Dropped out of school to hit the grind
Thought money could feel my emptiness inside
But it only filled my pride
Built a disguise
Strongest on my side
Never look behind
Never realise my pain resides
On my mind like all the time
But I’m a man so I’ll be fine and same to feels the vibe
Pain
I got so much
Pain
So much fucking
Pain
All this fucking
Pain
Yeah yeah