Self Made

I'm self made
cin't got no help I get myself paid
Get thru it on my own Ik ain't nobody gone help me
Fell a couple times I watched plenty of em shelf me

Like i ain't no good no more
I was finding woods to roll
I was tryna heal my soul
Wisdom got me feeling oldddd
Heart been steady feeling cold
Like it ain't no love no mo
They ask why I don't show no love
I Don't want no love no more
csk me if I feel da love
I give em shoulder shrugs

It's fuck the love just get some money cus my heart been vacant
Member days I couldn't change it pain just have you shaking
Now I got da chance to change it but like I can't tame it
I know da gas ain't helping shit but I'm still quick to flame it
Just tryna get up out that hole I started living dangerous
Making decisions wit my anger when I'm needing patience
It really hurt my momma heart to see me living faithless
I watch y'all keep the faith alive just to keep living basic
Shit feel like nascar alla time da way my thoughts be racing
Like how u sane when u insane shit got me feeling crazy
Dey always felt I was conceited since I was a baby
I just wanted show y'all love but it's the pain dat made me

Kinda hurt cus I woulda saved you why ain't no one save me
Lotta shit can't be reversed no matter how you phrase it
But how it happened swear to god I wouldn't do nun to change it
I wouldn't be who I become If all my life was painless
'm self made
cin't got no help I get myself paid
Get thru it on my own Ik ain't nobody gone help me
Fell a couple times plenty of em shelf me

I'm self made
cin't got no help I get myself paid
Get thru it on my own Ik ain't nobody gone help me
Fell a couple times i watched plenty of em shelf me
Like i ain't no good no more
I was finding woods to roll
I was tryna heal my soul
Wisdom got me feeling oldddd
Heart been steady feeling cold
Like it ain't no love no mo
They ask why I don't show no love
I Don't want no love no more
csk me if I feel da love
I give em shoulder shrugs