Goodbye

[Verse 1]
I drink to my heart's pleasure trying to find happiness at the bottom of the bottle
All I ended up finding, was my sorrow
I'm a hollow man in my everyday life
I lost someone I thought was gonna be my wife until these nasty thoughts shattered all the light
I need to get all of this out of my sight
I need to find myself and regain my might
But I might lose feelings in this process
Me and you both need to heal, this ain't no contest
I contest that last statement because I don't want to be dating and I'm hating myself for not wanting anything
And I don't know what to do with myself
My love for you is transferring to someone else on this wobbly path to hell
Who am I? I don't know myself
Yeah, I don't know myself (I don't know)

[Chorus: Aly Frank]
I don't want to tell you no
I just want to say yes
I don't want to say goodbye
How did this become such a mess?
I don't want to tell you no
I just want to say yes
I don't want to say goodbye
Goodbye

[Verse 2]
Goodbye
Goodbye, I hate that word
Every time it's heard I always think the worst
Will I see you again?
I don't know, but I'm sleeping by myself tonight
This bed feels so alone
Look at my phone, see all these little notifications, but none of them's yours
Looking at the empty bottles lying on these floors
Looking at the past thinking I was once yours
Looking at the future, looking at these closed doors of opportunity that I can't see; I'm blind with my decisions
I can't look ahead two years, I lack 20 20 vision
I'm in the kitchen cooking myself
Cooking a meal for two that I'll eat by myself
It's too a point I can't bear
I'm sitting in my room writing songs you'll never hear
Still feeling a rush when your name enters my ear
I would say I caught feelings but you'll never really care
Yeah, you'll never really care (never care)

[Chorus: Aly Frank]
I don't want to tell you no (no)
I just want to say yes (yes)
I don't want to say goodbye
How did this become such a mess?
I don't want to tell you no
I just want to say yes
I don't want to say goodbye
Goodbye

[Verse 3]
I'm moving on from my past
I went from being first but now I feel like I'm last
I can't last in this race any longer
I'm blowing cash from my bank like it's fodder
It looks farther to me when I look at my dreams
To the girl of my dreams, I can't sleep, help me find you
I need to find me, but I need to stay asleep
I hate my life, so I'm choosing to live the dream
My life, like a dream from a bad nightmare
Like getting Plan B from a pregnant scare
I didn't have a Plan B if my life goes south
I need to look up the need to gain this clout
But I can't even recognize this man in my mirror
Looks like I'm looking at life, but death only comes nearer
Death only only comes nearer, yeah, aye

[Chorus: Aly Frank & Chris Yang]
I don't want to tell you no (no)
I just want to say yes (yes)
I don't want to say goodbye
How did this become such a mess?
I don't want to tell you no
I just want to say yes
I don't want to say goodbye
Goodbye

[outro]
Goodbye