​​autumn girl

[Verse 1]
Haunted by your words
Can’t say I wasn’t hurt
Don’t you know how it feels to try
Cried in my room every single night

[Chorus]
I’m just your little autumn girl
Using me for October and then it’s over
But did you really think it through?
‘Cause I know you can’t make up your own mind
Didn’t even get to see me die away from my sorrow
Can’t say I’m mad at you, just disappointed and sad for those other girls

[Verse 2]
Autumn was beautiful but I guess I wasn't enough for the winter
When you needed warmth you just used another girl
It wasn’t the best but we made it through
Couldn't you tell I would've died for you

[Chorus]
I’m just your little autumn girl
Using me for October and then it’s over
But did you really think it through?
‘Cause I know you can’t make up your own mind
Didn’t even get to see me die away from my sorrow
Can’t say I’m mad at you, just disappointed and sad for those other girls

[Bridge]
Blew out my birthday candles
All I was wishing for was you
Destroyed myself for you
Everything for you
My december was ruined by you

[Verse 3]
You don’t know half the fucking stuff I put myself through for you
You don’t know how many damn things I threw myself into
I may have lost the only fucking friends i had but that wasn’t because of you

[Verse 4]
You knew better than to fuck with the girl who’s never had a boyfriend before
You played mind games just to fuck me over
You never wanted more
You just wanted a little bit of a bigger game than what you were playing

[Chorus]
I’m just your little autumn girl
Using me for October and then it’s over
But did you really think it through?
‘Cause I know you can’t make up your own mind
Didn’t even get to see me die away from my sorrow
Can’t say I’m mad at you, just disappointed and sad for those other girls

[Verse 5]
I really stood there and took what they were screaming at me
You didn’t care, you just wanted to know why you were the choice
“Don’t ever talk to me again,” that's what I said
You knew better
I knew better

[Verse 6]
But it doesn’t help that a month after that
But now I'm scared of parking lots, and grocery bags
You will never know what was going through my head when you told everyone there
You knew what you were doing

[Chorus]
I’m just your little autumn girl
Using me for October and then it’s over
But did you really think it through?
‘Cause I know you can’t make up your own mind
Didn’t even get to see me die away from my sorrow
Can’t say I’m mad at you, just disappointed and sad for those other girls