Self Control

(Yeah, yeah)
Yeah, Sleeping on me, I gotta shine
I'm finding my focus
(Finding my focus)
Living too fast was losing my balance
Now I'm starting all over
(Starting all over)
Put the blame on myself, I'm not blaming nobody
Ima carry my boulder
(Carry my boulder)
Ain't even pick up the phone to check on my Daddy
Putting stress on my Momma
(Stress on my Momma)
Started looking for something ain't take long to find it
I've been alone in that water
(Alone in that water)
That dark room start to feel like a palace
Had me feeling smaller
(Had me feeling smaller)
No I'm good on them 'xannies, I'm good on that molly
Cause I'm finally rolling
(I'm finally rolling)
And I finally started to let go of Kehlani
Then I found Kelly Rowland
(Yeah)
And nowadays I only be with my brothers
I don't know nobody motive
(Nobody motive)
I was blessed with a curse, I'm making it worse
I don't know how to control it
(How to control it)
And I mean every word that I say in these songs
But I don't like to be quoted
(Don't like to be quoted)
So tired of drowning nobody saved me
Can't believe nobody noticed
(Nobody noticed)
Keeping my faith and losing my patience
Finding my way through the motions
(Way through the motions)
I was blessed with a curse, I know that I'm cursed
(I know that I'm cursed)
Touched the sky and it still ain't enough
(Still ain't enough)
So much hate that I can't feel the love
(Can't feel the love)
And I know that my time is coming soon
(Time coming soon)
Cause last night I jumped over the moon
(Jumped over the moon)
Im a star I shine bright like a bulb
(Bright like a bulb)
Ain't got no friends, my n***** like blood
(My n***** like blood)
(Yeah yeah)
Chasing my dreams till its over
(Till it's over)
(Yeah, yeah)
Chasing my dreams till it's over
(Yeah, yeah)
(Chasing my dreams till it's over)
Everyday I'm getting older
(I'm getting older)
If you snooze then you lose
(Snooze then you lose)
Find yourself find a groove
(Find yourself find a groove)
By myself I be cool
(By myself I be cool)
Ima die on my vlone
(On my vlone)
Tell my Momma I'm gone
(Tell my Momma I'm gone)
I'm not coming home
(I'm not coming home)
Be yourself that's not you
(That's not you)
Ima live by the code, Ima die by the code
(By the code)

(Yeah, yeah)
Yeah, Sleeping on me, I gotta shine
I'm finding my focus
(Finding my focus)
Living too fast was losing my balance
Now I'm starting all over
(Starting all over)
Put the blame on myself, I'm not blaming nobody
Ima carry my boulder
(Carry my boulder)
Ain't even pick up the phone to check on my Daddy
Putting stress on my momma
(Stress on my momma)
Started looking for something, ain't take long to find it
I've been alone in that water
(Alone in that water)
That dark room start to feel like a palace
Had me feeling smaller
(Smaller)
No I'm good on them 'xannies, I'm good on that molly
Cause I'm finally rolling
(Finally rolling)
And I finally started to let go of Kehlani
Then I found Kelly Rowland
(Found Kelly Rowland)
And nowadays I only be with my brothers
I don't know nobody motive
(Nobody motive)
I was blessed with a curse, I'm making it worse
I don't know how to control it
(How to control it)
And I mean every word that I say in these songs
But I don't like to be quoted
(Don't like to be quoted)
So tired of drowning, nobody saved me
Can't believe nobody noticed
(Nobody noticed)

Yeah, I gotta shine, I gotta shine
I'm finding my focus
Living too fast losing my balance
Now I'm starting all over
Put the blame on myself not blaming nobody
Ima carry my boulder
Yeah, I've been alone in that water
That dark room start to feel like a palace
Had me feeling smaller
No I'm good on them 'xannies, I'm good on that molly
Cause I'm finally rolling