OWN WORST ENEMY

VERSE 1
I look in the mirror and i see
My body makes me unhappy
Im trying but im all alone…
I seem fine but theyll never know
I playin games in my head, tears are always flowin to my bed
I say I ate but thats a lie
My brains always late
I ight thats what i always say
But man i just can't seem to numb this pain
My clothes ain't ever tight, ha thats because it just dont look right
My plate is full tonight “you can't finish it” right
Damn my body just can't get a break
All the word they said are always on repeat in my head
Just a couple more pounds less
Cause when you see your rib cage is when youll feel the best
Maybe their right?

PRE CHORUS
Maybe im my own worst enemy

CHORUS
Every time i look in the mirror i see my worst enemy
The person looking back is not me
I can't recognise him
This mirror is playing games

VERSE 2
Swallowing these pills
Maybe then theres something i will be able to feel
Cause i'm falling to my knees and dont like what i see
If thers a god up there then please oh please
Help me so i like what i dont see

PRE CHORUS
Maybe im my own worst enemy

CHORUS
Every time i look in the mirror i see my worst enemy
The person looking back is not me
I can't recognise him
This mirror is playing games

VERSE 3
This hoodies too big on me
But it makes me feel safer
Should i be the only one to skip lunch
Or be like everyone and throw it up later
The food won't stay inside
It keeps coming up
Just like my past
Everyone is telling me to eat
But i dont want to
I dont want to eat
I dont want to drink
I dont even want to think
I just wanna disappear without a drop in the sink

PRE CHORUS
Maybe im my own worst enemy

CHORUS
Every time i look in the mirror i see my worst enemy
The person looking back is not me
I can't recognise him
This mirror is playing games