Epiphany

And I remember when she never had a thing for me
And nowadays I have these bitches doing anything for me
Anything for me
Nowadays
Nowadays nowadays nowadays
Look
Roll a spliff for me I just had an epiphany
They said that CK gara gonna make it in the industry
And I remember when they never had a thing for me
And nowadays I have these bitches doing anything for me
I know reality's affecting my ability
Cause I ain't had a zoot in twenty days I think it's killing me
I'm tryna be the trillest g
And yeah I keep it treal
But when she look into my eyes I guarantee she see the fear in me
And I ain't tryna show her that
So when we fucking no we can't do missionary babygirl you gotta throw it back
And all these women probably cared about my feelings
I was fighting couple demons
But from now there ain't no holding back
I couldn't even show my niggas
I was getting kinda triggered when they told me rise the studio and bro go rap
But missing out on chop that's a no-go lack
And no one's tryna go broke so we so-so trapped
And yeah we hit the mway wearing cocoa black
And yeah we had the shh tucked like we on co co crack
Like i ain't still a normal kid with a nine-to-five
With couple whips in the whip for that pronto cash
Like we ain't have to fuck up patterns for our so-called friends
And we ain't have to show the locals it's not their ends
And I ain't have to show my lil nigga how to respect
But he was out of line I did it just to keep him in check
Like I weren't giving her the time of the day
And whenever I was busy grinding for cash
And I weren't in studio but I was rhyming away
Cah my notes page be the place I could rap
And I had a lot of things on my mind I could say
But how do I tell the girl that I love I feel trapped in
Look
Uno that CK gara wrapped it
So this my story imma tell you whilst I'm rapping it my nigga
Roll a spliff for me I just had an epiphany
They said that CK gara gonna make it in the industry
I remember when they never had a thing for me
And nowadays I have these bitches doing anything for me
I know reality's affecting my ability
Cause I ain't had a zoot in twenty days I think it's killing me
I'm tryna be the trillest g
And yeah i keep it treal
But when they look into my eyes I guarantee they see the fear in me
Sometimes I tell em how I feel and they ain't hearing me
They bov it off and make it seem like that's how Ciaran be
I still got love for all my niggas that be cheering me
I know it's in the right direction that they steering me
The loud it had me paranoid and I was breaking sweats
But still I'm missing all the times that I had ganja breath
And now I'm thinking bout the drugs that I ain't heard of yet
I asked my nigga when he tryna rise the Percocet
I heard her tell me that I'll never be the man she wants
And she don't even know that she the girl I mention in my songs
I'm tryna turn a new leaf but it's kinda long
Same time the new ck tryna right his wrongs
Ninety on the M I might write that off
Name brand T said she like my top
And yeah I like her top
I tell her go don't stop
I put her in that same position and I work that spot
Roll a spliff for me I just had an epiphany
They said that CK gara gonna make it in the industry
I remember when they never had a thing for me
And nowadays I have these bitches doing anything for me
I know reality's affecting my ability
Cause I ain't had a zoot in twenty days I think it's killing me
I'm tryna be the trillest g
And yeah i keep it treal
But when I look into the mirror i can always see the fear in me
Roll a spliff for me I just had an epiphany
They said that CK gara gonna make it in the industry
I remember when they never had a thing for me
And nowadays I have these bitches doing anything for me
I know reality's affecting my ability
Cause I ain't had a zoot in twenty days I think it's killing me
I'm tryna be the trillest g
And yeah i keep it treal but when I look into the mirror i can always see the fear in me