BPD!

Look at you I wanna chase chase
But then I think and my heart breaks breaks
Cus I got all these memories-ries
That I just wanna erase-rase
Yeah I got all these thoughts from my past
Cus all these girls just turn me to ash
And I'm stuck up in my head all day
I wanna run away
No it's not okay how you threw me away
No baby don't don't
Run away I'm not gonna harm you
No baby no no
I know the things I do they may alarm you
Yeah I got these demons in my head
They tellin me I'll end up dead
If you keep leavin me on read
I'll put that pistol to my head
I know I'm not okay
And I want this shit so serious don't wanna play
Baby you're insane
If you run away
Cus I'll blow my fucking brains if you don't wanna stay
Girl I know I'm insane but I'm tryin
To be okay but I'm fucking dyin
I can't look in the mirror without cryin
And I'll shoot you in the face if you lyin
To me
Cus I'm tired of that shit
Yeah I've had enough
And I know your every move
Yeah I've had it all
Yeah we up at night all day huh
On adderall
And I lose my fuckin brain when she wanna call
No no!
Don't go!
No no!
No no!
Don't go!
No no!
I can't be alone
And I'm dying
Can't find my home
No no!
Don't go!
No no!
No no!
Don't go!
No no!
Uhuh
Don't go
Don't go
Look at you I wanna chase chase yeah!
But then I think and my heart breaks breaks
Cus I got all these memories-ries
That I just wanna erase-rase
Yeah I got all these thoughts from my past
Cus all these girls just turn me to ash
And I'm stuck up in my head all day
I wanna run away
No it's not okay how you threw me away!