Sober Thing

[Verse 1]
Well, it's me
In case you were wonderin'
Same old mess as I have always been
I've been fightin'
Regrets and memories
Time has not healed me like I thought it would

[Chorus]
And I don't know which ones are worse
The nightmares or the hangovers
The sleepless nights or the passin' out and finally gettin' rest
The slowin' down just reminds me of why I started in the first place
The numbin' just fueled me for the runnin' away from the pain
And I'm closer to the messed up than the sober thing

[Verse 2]
I've been workin'
What I mean by workin'
Been trying to find myself
Who I am
I'm still fightin' regrets and memories
Time don't give up on me
Like I fear it will

[Chorus]
And I don't know which ones are worse
The nightmares or the hangovers
The sleepless nights or the passin' out and finally gettin' rest
The slowin' down just reminds me of why I started in the first place
The numbin' just fueled me for the runnin' away from the pain
And I'm closer to the messed up than the sober thing

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
And I don't know which ones are worse
The nightmares or the hangovers
The sleepless nights or the passin' out and finally gettin' rest
The slowin' down just reminds me of why I started in the first place
The numbin' just fueled me for the runnin' away from the pain
And I'm closer to the messed up than the sober thing

[Outro]
Well, it's me
In case you were wonderin'
Same old mess as I have always been